Tuesday, April 11, 2006
This Is For You... You Know Who You Are
The past few times I've spent with you have been amazing. You've taken me places and shown me things I've never seen before. Every moment with you is too short, yet it feels like forever. It doesn't matter what we do or where we are... all that matters is that I'm with you. Even the silence between us says everything.
When I am with you, nothing else matters. When I am not, I miss you terribly, and can't wait to be with you. The first thing I want to do when I wake is to grab the phone and call you. The last thing I do before I sleep is to check the phone for your call or sms. If I should awake in the middle of the night, I check it again to see if you called.
I love the effect I have on you, you seem to smile all the time when I am near. I love the idiotic smile on my face when I'm on the phone with you, even if I'm alone in the train at six in the morning. I love it when I find excuses to be where you are, just to be near you. I love it when you find excuses to be near me too. I love it when you get so excited just like a little girl. I love it when our fingers touch as you are walking so close to me. I love how you kiss me in the middle of a sentence just to throw me offtrack. I love our conversations about love, life and everything else. I love it that you've opened up so much to me. I love it that I trust you enough to open up to you too.
I don't know how long we have together, but as long as you are with me, I want to be there for you mind, body, heart and soul. I want to be the one to hold you during a thunderstorm. I want to be the one who feeds you eclairs and peppermint ice cream. I want to be the one who will wait with you 45 minutes while you drool outside LV. I want to be on the phone with you while you watch a scary movie on tv. I want to be your lovesick puppy. I might not be perfect for you, but I hope I can rock your world, and blow your mind. I might not be able to give you all you want, but I will give you all I can.
In the whole intensity of the past week, I never really took the opportunity to thank you... for just being here.
Posted by jack at 12:39 PM
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